What shall you do when you want
something badly and don't want it at the same time?!
It is like having two
different persons inside your head.
I use fear as an excuse
for my hesitation but I always think of myself as adventurous and fear has no
meaning to me. I just love taking risks and see how things go.
But I don't know why this is
not happening now. Why am I starting to fear my own dreams specially when they
are approaching me?!
I want something with
every inch in me but yet I'm not sure I will be happy handling it.
To be honest, I'm not
afraid as there is nothing to fear. I just have this unexplained feeling of
withdrawal that I don't know how to deal with.
