I can't get the human soul.We dream and wish for a lot of things but just when these things are right there in front of us, we freak out !
Do we seek sadness by nature? Are we all drama queens by birth?!
We wish for certain things so hard. We keep praying for dreams to come true, but what I figured out is that part of our dreams is for fate to decide and the other part is in our hands to fulfill.
When fate decide to grant our wish and it is just one step away, waiting for us to make the move, we start to panic and back-off. As if we are afraid to risk our current life(which we have always dreamed to change) to fulfill this dream.
So, back to my first question, Do we love playing drama queens? Do we just enjoy complaining? Do we just enjoy the phase of dreaming and wishing but we don't have the courage to go for these dreams?
Sometimes happiness is just right in front of us but we panic and go in a phase of disbelief.Sometimes when we keep wishing for something for a long time and this thing starts to approach us , we begin to think :"of course it is not that easy" , or " No, it can't be true", or may be" I'm not that lucky".
I spent a lot of time thinking why do we act like this. I still can't reach a conclusion, but I hope one day I'll find answers to my questions.
May be one day when I have the courage to pursue my own dreams.
Do we seek sadness by nature? Are we all drama queens by birth?!
We wish for certain things so hard. We keep praying for dreams to come true, but what I figured out is that part of our dreams is for fate to decide and the other part is in our hands to fulfill.
When fate decide to grant our wish and it is just one step away, waiting for us to make the move, we start to panic and back-off. As if we are afraid to risk our current life(which we have always dreamed to change) to fulfill this dream.
So, back to my first question, Do we love playing drama queens? Do we just enjoy complaining? Do we just enjoy the phase of dreaming and wishing but we don't have the courage to go for these dreams?
Sometimes happiness is just right in front of us but we panic and go in a phase of disbelief.Sometimes when we keep wishing for something for a long time and this thing starts to approach us , we begin to think :"of course it is not that easy" , or " No, it can't be true", or may be" I'm not that lucky".
I spent a lot of time thinking why do we act like this. I still can't reach a conclusion, but I hope one day I'll find answers to my questions.
May be one day when I have the courage to pursue my own dreams.
I am not so sure myself but here it goes ... maybe it's some sort of disbelief in ourselves .. unworthy of fulfilling our dreams .. some sort of guilt or shame or even scare of how it feels when we get what we have always wanted .. would we be disappointed at the result or the expectation was too high that it killed the actual feeling ... and if not all that,,, what's next ?! what is going to happen after that ?!
ReplyDeletemay be you are right...you do have a point here.
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