Steady River

Steady, smooth, and always flowing

It’s the river running down the valley of your heart

Because of it, you are always glowing

A waterfall of emotions and it is only the start

 No storms, no waves, but a calm river

That runs faster at the sight of those smiling eyes

Even a silent presence can warm you when you shiver

Those emotions that make stars shiner in the sky

 It’s the real deal, it’s what lasts

What takes time to grow can’t just fade away

Strongest storms can never outlast

But a steady river won’t stop flowing even in the darkest days

The Adventure

Spinning in this whirlpool 
Drowning yet feeling so much alive
But I can't keep playing it cool
I want to let go, although it's my dream life

I didn't see it coming
It took me by surprise
This adventure of sweet falling
I shouldn't have gone, should have been wise

Now I'm imprisoned by my own feelings
I'm addicted to my own dream
This sweet disease with no healing
I'm drowning but I don't want to scream

May be I’m doomed for falling for you
I'd better just run away
May be you are my dream come true
But in moments of doubt I need a reason to stay

Why do we panic ?!

I can't get the human soul.We dream and wish for a lot of things but just when these things are right there in front of us, we freak out !

Do we seek sadness by nature? Are we all drama queens by birth?! 
We wish for certain things so hard. We keep praying for dreams to come true, but what I figured out is that part of our dreams is for fate to decide and the other part is in our hands to fulfill.

When fate decide to grant our wish and it is just one step away, waiting for us to make the move, we start to panic and back-off. As if we are afraid to risk our current life(which we have always dreamed  to change) to fulfill this dream.

So, back to my first question, Do we love playing drama queens? Do we just enjoy complaining? Do we just enjoy the phase of dreaming and wishing but we don't have the courage to go for these dreams?

Sometimes happiness is just right in front of us but we panic and go in a phase of disbelief.Sometimes when we keep wishing for something for a long time and this thing starts to approach us , we begin to think :"of course it is not that easy" , or " No, it can't be true", or may be" I'm not that lucky". 

I spent a lot of time thinking why do we act like this. I still can't reach a conclusion, but I hope one day I'll find answers to my questions. 

May be one day when I have the courage to pursue my own dreams.

Battlefield

Reading too much into signs
Having high expectations 
I always go through things in my mind
I'm talented in creating complications

I need to shut this voice up
this over thinking is killing me
smash my head in a wall to make it stop
clear this battlefield inside of me

I hate it when I don't know
can't stand the fog around
I'm just hoping for clearness to show
then peace between mind and heart will be found 

Get out

Get out; all your dreams are out there

Take all the chances, follow your heart

You live only once, there is no spare

Take this shot; it’s your time to start

You don’t have time to hesitate

It’s time to leave your comfort zone

Defy your fears, it’s never too late

You’ll find yourself in the roads of the unknown

Playing safe will keep you stuck

Dreams will always stay a fantasy

Get out and test your luck

Just fly and defeat this gravity

The greatest Love of all

The greatest love of all is when He shows you all the needed ways to communicate with Him.
 It is when He assures you that every wish you make will come true and it does.
 It is when He is always there for you listening to you, watching for you. No one will love you like He does, that's for sure. 

Allah, The greatest and merciful , gives non-ending blessings just because He loves you. I can't count His blessings as they are so many. but I can mention just one that most people take for granted. 

He gives you the ability to pray, because He wants you to talk to Him ,ask  Him ,be close to Him , and above all , He gives you the ability to obey Him and pray as He ordered you .

I think this is a great and obvious sign of love, as this means He wants you in Heaven .

Don't tell me there is a greater love than that .

Am I prepared?

My mother once told me that every stage in our lives prepares us to the next. Like school prepares you to college and college prepares you to work (at least in some countries). But I can't help but wonder, am I prepared? Am I prepared for anything different than what I'm currently doing? I'm now living a free life. I have no responsibilities in life or at work. I'm just an employee; I don't manage others or projects. I'm single, so I'm not committed to anything or to anyone. This sounds cool, right? I enjoy my life; do whatever I want whenever I want. But I can't help but wonder am I qualified for anything else?
Am I prepared to be a manager one day? Am I prepared to be responsible for projects and teams under my management? Will I excel with the stress that comes with new position?
Am I prepared to get married? Am I even prepared to be in a relationship?! Will I bear to have someone sharing every and each detail of my life? Do I have the ability to be emotionally involved with someone in the first place?
Am I prepared to be a mother one day? Am I willing to trade my freedom and carefree attitude to take care of a child?
A lot of questions in my head desperate for answers, but I have none. All I can think of is that all those questions about new situations in life introduce some advantages of these different life styles that I lack now in my life. But, they also have their disadvantages that scare me a lot and the right question to ask is, are we willing to give up what we already have to experience new life styles with all the good and bad in them? Are we prepared to take a leap of faith? to go after our dreams?
just always keep in mind, be aware of what you wish for.