You make me feel like a teenager

Dear new inspiration,

You entered my life unexpectedly and I admit you had my attention at the first sight. You spied on me and I can’t deny that I liked it. There is something about you that inspires me.

When I see you around, you make me feel like a teenager again.  You inspire me to write and dig deeper in my soul.But just when I had an idea to write in my mind and I was so close to blow it down in words, you just disappeared. It’s like you never existed before. I feel like I was catching smoke in my hands and I’m starting to think that you were just an imaginary person I created in my head.

So, dear inspiration, whether you are real or not, please stick around, enter my world and let me be inspired by you. Let me live those lovely moments of excitement, those teenage moments so I can find my way back to my adult life.

Yours,

Lost in time.

Finding a new start

I’m complaining recently about having no inspiration to write as I used to do. I used to write how I feel in form of poems. I’m not saying I’m a poet, but this has been always my favourite way of expressing my feelings in different situations.

Nothing urges me to write any more. Some will tell me “what’s the big deal? You don’t want to write and writing doesn’t want you”. But the state of being free and jobless makes me think of my potentials.  I think about my talents, what I’m good at, and what makes me happy. And writing is one of those few things that I do happily.

Days go by, they are just the same

Time is meaningless, my life has no aim

This is not how it’s supposed to be

This is not what I wanted for me

So many dreams I have in mind

Paths I need to find

It’s the first time to be completely alone

I have to make it on my own

All I need is inspiration

Some support and purification

Imagine what I want to be

Have faith and strongly believe in me

That’s all it takes to make my dreams come true

It’s the new start that leads to where I want to go

To a state where happiness will be my trend

And feeling love will have no end