Once upon a dream

            Once upon a dream, all the questions inside my head were answered.It was just a dream inside a heart full of dreams, but this dream was everything to me.

          Once upon a dream,I experienced a new level of happiness that I didn't know it exists in the first place. For the first time in my life my brain stopped working, and I turned into a one-year old kid who couldn't form a single sentence, as no words in the world were enough to express what's inside. Gravity didn't exist and for the first time I knew what it means to be over the moon.

         I didn't want it to end. I didn't want for this moment to slip away,and it all happened ....once upon a dream.

Steady River

Steady, smooth, and always flowing

It’s the river running down the valley of your heart

Because of it, you are always glowing

A waterfall of emotions and it is only the start

 No storms, no waves, but a calm river

That runs faster at the sight of those smiling eyes

Even a silent presence can warm you when you shiver

Those emotions that make stars shiner in the sky

 It’s the real deal, it’s what lasts

What takes time to grow can’t just fade away

Strongest storms can never outlast

But a steady river won’t stop flowing even in the darkest days

The Adventure

Spinning in this whirlpool 
Drowning yet feeling so much alive
But I can't keep playing it cool
I want to let go, although it's my dream life

I didn't see it coming
It took me by surprise
This adventure of sweet falling
I shouldn't have gone, should have been wise

Now I'm imprisoned by my own feelings
I'm addicted to my own dream
This sweet disease with no healing
I'm drowning but I don't want to scream

May be I’m doomed for falling for you
I'd better just run away
May be you are my dream come true
But in moments of doubt I need a reason to stay

Why do we panic ?!

I can't get the human soul.We dream and wish for a lot of things but just when these things are right there in front of us, we freak out !

Do we seek sadness by nature? Are we all drama queens by birth?! 
We wish for certain things so hard. We keep praying for dreams to come true, but what I figured out is that part of our dreams is for fate to decide and the other part is in our hands to fulfill.

When fate decide to grant our wish and it is just one step away, waiting for us to make the move, we start to panic and back-off. As if we are afraid to risk our current life(which we have always dreamed  to change) to fulfill this dream.

So, back to my first question, Do we love playing drama queens? Do we just enjoy complaining? Do we just enjoy the phase of dreaming and wishing but we don't have the courage to go for these dreams?

Sometimes happiness is just right in front of us but we panic and go in a phase of disbelief.Sometimes when we keep wishing for something for a long time and this thing starts to approach us , we begin to think :"of course it is not that easy" , or " No, it can't be true", or may be" I'm not that lucky". 

I spent a lot of time thinking why do we act like this. I still can't reach a conclusion, but I hope one day I'll find answers to my questions. 

May be one day when I have the courage to pursue my own dreams.

Battlefield

Reading too much into signs
Having high expectations 
I always go through things in my mind
I'm talented in creating complications

I need to shut this voice up
this over thinking is killing me
smash my head in a wall to make it stop
clear this battlefield inside of me

I hate it when I don't know
can't stand the fog around
I'm just hoping for clearness to show
then peace between mind and heart will be found 

Get out

Get out; all your dreams are out there

Take all the chances, follow your heart

You live only once, there is no spare

Take this shot; it’s your time to start

You don’t have time to hesitate

It’s time to leave your comfort zone

Defy your fears, it’s never too late

You’ll find yourself in the roads of the unknown

Playing safe will keep you stuck

Dreams will always stay a fantasy

Get out and test your luck

Just fly and defeat this gravity