Every woman refuses to grow up, hates to tell her age and try her best to
show herself in a much younger age.
That's not the case for me. It is not about refusing to grow old, it is more about I don't have the mentality of my age.
That's not the case for me. It is not about refusing to grow old, it is more about I don't have the mentality of my age.
I'm 29 years old, married and have a
daughter. I am an engineer with some years of work experience. That was
supposed to make me think like a 29. But no, my mind refuses to live this age.
My mind is still stuck at 18 year old mentality.
I still think about what I want to do
when I grow up, as if being engineer is not the answer. I still think about
what new hobbies to explore as if I have the time for this. I still get excited
about going on family trips to the beach.
My mind believes that I shouldn't be a
mother because I am still not mature enough. I still have a long bucket list
full of teenage adventures.
It always feel like I’m stuck in this
adulthood life and duties while I need to go back in time and get things done
and give my mind the needed time to grow old as well. A lot of unfulfilled
dreams are still waiting but the 29 year old woman is so busy to go after them.
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